Finally after saying everything i had been keeping in myself so long
i finally felt so much lighter and happier
hahas though it didnt turn out as i expected
but good things doesnt come easily
sorry i lost the bet
i rather lost the bet now
then lose my important friend
at least i know its still not too late
somehow... i dunnoe how... i felt care in the words she said to me...
though some are really spiteful,
but im in the wrong this time
i dun mind getting scolded.
i had finally grow up,
i kinda feel like i take everything for granted
when i lose it,
den i realise how dumb i am,
but its just human
and this time,
somehow... i dunnoe how... i felt so different.
seriously different from how i felt before
maybe u are right i dun blame myself thats why i dun learn,
this time i blame myself for everything
and it gave me so much responsibility
im sure i can prove to u im worthy
dun worry:D
oh and hl, syy and those who gave me care
haha im awake now
and im nvr going back to that drunkard state anymore
so u no nid worry i become gay or what:D